friends

was watching the old-good-times video,

I miss it..........

like a lot.................................

even when i met some difficulties,

even when i was sad and down,

even when i couldn't solve the problems....

at least i got the person to talk to,

talking about my true feelings,my true words........

But now.............

every step is so hard to move....

'who to talk,how to talk,what to talk'

it seems like the lesson for everyday....

Time to grow up,i know...

but can i manja for a while???

I need uT_T

but i dun wan to let u to worry about me,

u will never know how much i miss u,how many things tat i wan to talk to u,

As always,i know tomolo will be a new day,n everything will be fine

i jz miss u guys too muchT_T

Happy 21st Birthday,Terry Chan~

Happy 21st Birthday,Mr. Terry Chan Wai Hong

a.k.a Hong Zai~^_^

Hey,we are legal to enter Zouk and Genting Casino Now!!!Hooray!!

Shall we,aeroplane king??:P:P

It's always great that when i m thinking of ur birthday present,

pls cherish my presents,if not i will be sad=(u know right?

too bad i was not in malaysia this year,

if not,we will get a sing k session;p

Anyways,hope u r enjoying ur birthday this year^_^

Pls dun jz hide urself in the house and spend this day with all ur dramas=='''

My favourite pic

-please updating me with ur current pics,i scare there is a day i can't recognise u:P:P

coz u turn to be too ugly!!!LOLzzzzzzzzzz~~~~

P.s: u'd better dun be lansi to me,if u din reply my greeting,u know wat will happened...

u shud understand my temper well,like wat i understand about u,don't u;p?!

疼我的责任

疼你的责任

每次你任性时说的一些话   你知道那有多伤人吗

但我顶多只气个三分钟吧    最后依然体贴的送你回家
有时想如果我不是一直让    你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠     做得让你有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼你的责任   要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛  原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼你的责任     让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任    爱得了解包容才算爱得完整

*The last song u gave me before u left...yesterday,my i-pod shuffled to this song,
and it makes me to think of u,
How are you?sorry for not contacting u, i did read ur e-mails,
but i refused to reply u,not even once=(
you are such a kind person and i can't bear to hurt u by giving u hope,
In my memory,i've nvr treated u in good way,
i threw tantrum on u,scolded u,left u behind etc=(sorry for being immature towards u=(
I think the most unlucky things for u is loving me,
We met each other at wrong timing and wrong place,
u said u will be the best man for me in 5 years time,
but my darling,u forgot tat love shudn't be in that way,
if i love you,i shud love all of u, instead of asking u to turn into the man who i wanted u to be,
Even now,when i feel sick, you will be the one who i miss the most,
But the saddest thing is i can't control my heart,
Pls stop loving me, i dun deserve it....

*Emo=( how can i be so bad.....being heartless is my priority??maybe..
sometimes,i hope i can got no feeling,i think it can makes us less worry*

My Lovely Calculator and Blur incidents recently~_~

Is the age a problem???

Yes,i think it is!!i m getting older and my memory getting so bad...

i always forgot smtg n always so reckless n blur...

i dunno why..:(:(maybe i shud buy some supplements..T_T

1. I left my calculator in library when i went for the group discussion,and i jz realised it after a long long timeT_Twas pretty worrying for the lost...erm,it's not tat calculator is quite costly to buy it here..It's jz this calculator means a lot to me...Lin lyn,if u still remember,u give me this calculator when i needed it:P and and and,the blue elephant is pasted by miss chia huay^^n my rabbits sticker too..Sometimes,i reli think tat money cannot buy back something,eg. feeling, memory and love...=0

*still love it as always^_-*

2. I brought back my tute test booklet which is supposed to be returned in the tute class:(

3.i lost my pendrive but now i knew tat it's on my groupmate's hand:P

4. checked my assessment marks and found out tat i got 0 marks for 1 of the assessment,

after i checked the exercise,i handed up a blank sheet which i done it in tutorial class,

well,conclusion,i submitted the wrong file....*doink*still dunno whether they wan to remark my assessment or not,but i did tried to send the person an e-mail,nt much i can do:(:(

Since when i become like miss hong n lin lyn ah,so big prawn headT_T

i dun wan to be like u guys!!T_T

God,Help me!!!

printed out my exam timetable..

aarrrgghhh!!!*jump n bite my lips*T_T

exam is around the corner,but yet i jz did a bit of revisionT_T

feel like crying,Mr Terry Chan,can u shoot me n scold me ah??

i think i need ur sarcasm words at the time being>.<

maybe i will feel like killing u behind ur back after u scold me,

but i think u dun mind 1 right,not the 1st time also:P:Phehe:P:P

Never want to get into women's war(do we call that:P?)

Got the message from Miss Hong Jv before i attended for my econ tutorial,

asked me to check my mail and said it might spoiled my day,

urgent things happened n made me ran all the way to comp. lab,

opened my gmail and saw a freaking long mandarin mail from u,

emo somemore...well,ended up i only listened to 50% of the lesson...==

After that,went to chadstone sales with leslie,

sorry guy,i was unable to control my mood cause i can't concentrate..

felt so bad to u but thanks for carrying my shopping bag n etc etc...

S.O.W.E.E.=0

well,miss hong,we might meet with different kinds of ppl after we apart with each other,

we can't expect that the friends will be as good as or as bad as the old frenz..

all we need to do is trying to protect ourselves,

sometimes,being too kind or too bad is not a good things,

we should get the balance point on it,

maybe we get to fight agaist our enemy each other in the past,

but now we r not beside each other,

SO~

think wisely,do steadily,n move forward!!

We went through all the things together and it makes who are we today,

They dun get to see who are we in the past,and we dun need to explain so much,

i believe that true frenz will definitely get to see who u r n who u r not...

别人对我们好，我们就该对他们好，但是如果他们并不了解我们为了所有的一切而做出的让步，

like wat u said often: FXXX OXX lah!!

what so hard?!:P:Phahahahhaha

Trying to think of the way to make ur life become easier n happier,insteading of using 1 lied to cover the other 1...jz becoz u wan to make everyone feel better...

sometimes,it's a best way if u r able to handle the situation,

but when it's not....

U JZ COMPLETELY SCREWED UP UR LIFE!!LIKE NOW!!

NE NE NE BU BU!!

*feel like beating me leh,come on!!

n cheer up,my dear^_^*

原来女生不能玩暧昧huh?!

1、千千万不要自作多情。

记住：他和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你。男人真喜欢一个人，从眼睛就能看出来，他恨不得栓着你，怎么会忽冷忽热、忽进忽退？是，喜欢肯定有，总要他看着你顺眼才和你暧昧。所以，对暧昧你的男人一定不要多情，就算他常常拉你出来、天天短信、电话 。就算抱过、亲过，也依然不代表什么，什么都不是。不要相信这种男人说的好话。

     2、静下来想想你未必就是真的喜欢他。
人都有惯性，比如一个人天天9点打电话给你，2个星期之后不打了，你肯定难受。这就是很正常的一个心理作用。所以，当你习惯了他天天绕在你周围，突然他又远离你的时候，你不甘心了吧，开始惦记他了吧。别相信你就真的那么喜欢他了，这只是一个惯性作用而已。别多想他，自己该干嘛干嘛，过几天习惯了就又没事了。然后他又热情起来了怎么办呢？你要是还没看透，还要入套我也没办法了。



                            3、如果真的喜欢上了他。
说白了，就算是特别喜欢他、天天无时无刻不想着他了，也要烂在心里，绝对绝对不让他知道。如果憋得慌，可以跟好朋友说，可以上网写出来发泄，但就是不要对他说。为什么？因为作人姿态一定要漂亮，就算你输了，也只有自己知道，他没有机会看低你。



             4、想和别人玩暧昧？别，千万别，这种事有报应的。
好好的爱一个人多好呀！别干这缺德事。
经上所述：我觉得，女人，真的不要自作多情，男人真的爱你又怎么会对你不负呢？
真的爱你怎么会伤害你让你难过？真的爱你怎么不会好好疼你？
别玩暧昧， 暧昧不是女人能玩得起的， 别一时冲昏了头，让自己后悔！
一路走来，遇到过许多的人，碰到过许多的事，是好是坏的也罢，在不知不觉间都成了过去。
最近看到了许多人遇到的许多事，突然地想对所有人说，要对自己坦白，对身边的人多关怀，别让深爱你的人受伤害，因为许多人错过了就永远错过了，许多幸福溜走了就不会再来。
如果每个人都能在失去前学会珍惜，就会少了很多遗憾！


这个社会太精彩了，人的精神也很容易越轨，想对某些不小心精神移位的人说：
当某一天，你觉得某一个与你在路上擦肩而过的他、她比你现在拥有的他、她更让你心动，
快敲敲自己的脑袋，这个世界上再美的人都有，你能爱上几个？你能真的把他、她带回家吗？
如果不能，可别忘了回家的路！
要知道，有个人每天都在实实在在地为你付出呢，在拥有他、她之前，你不也是觉得他、她很美吗？
不要因为时间长了习惯了便忘了他、她的好，人不可能永远理智，
但是，人，真的不能永远只随着自己的性子，
时间长了，如果不懂得珍惜，思念是会过期的。
忘了你们自己的本性、
不要忘记、
男人女人是平等的、
男人可以给你温暖、
可以给你冷淡、
可以给你寂寞、
对他们来说、
你也许是个闲暇时解闷的对象、
也许是个寂寞时倾诉的对象、
也可能是不安分时发泄的对象，感情算什么、
可有可无、
现在什么是最重要的？
不要把自己的时间浪费在男人身上、
男人不过如此、
我只能说现在不是时候、
做自己该做的、
忠爱自己、
女人，看透一切，努力成为一个完美的人才是最重要的。

*从facebook抄下来的，人都是犯贱的，

遇到太多这样的人，连我都觉得麻木，

人家说伤你最深的就是你最爱的人，

对我而言，真正爱你的决不可能让你伤心流泪，

每个人只是别人人生中的过客，过了就算了，

未来总会有更不同的人出现*

Moving or not moving,that is a question!

Now i m thinking the question for moving or not moving,

There are too much things to think,

new house:near the bus stop but lots of traffic lights need to pass by,

old house: familiar and friendly housemates...

but got noisy train sound all the time..:(:(

and...my favourite place....all the time....

wun spend my money to call back and ask u guys...

haha...i think u guys will scold me,

for knowing me too well,u guys will definitely give me a reply:

"since u got the decision adi,why do u still bother to give me a call ask my opinion>.<"

LOL!!so i shall save this question to myself:P:P

let me consider for one more day:P:Phehe~~

recently,i sleep quite well becoz i got warm bed(i bought the electric blanket) and it's awesome^_^

if you've been having a insomnia problem before,then u will know how much u will cherish ur sleeping time when u can get to sleep with a nice dream!

At least,I DO!

P.S of the day:

got the nice drawing from my pretty housemate-Wern

coz i love her drawing,so i went to ask her to draw rabbit for me(with my thick face)

hehe...Thank you!

~love rabbits!^^~

                                                                                                                *不用陪我走到最后，我承担不起你的承诺*

Happy Birthday,Lin Lyn Chai!!

waited for u,but ended up can't call in..

i tried it for 40 min,but still can't reach u...

a bit upset about it:( T_T

Anyways,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

CHAI LIN LYN a.k.a ah lut mei:P

(no matter u called urself as lynne or lin lyn now,u will only be my lin lyn girl)

Hope u will have a great birthday this year!!

sometimes,i m missing the time when u jumped from here to there and called as ur jw mummy,

sometimes,i miss the time when i can't control my brain n i need ur advise,

sometimes,i miss the time when terry bullied me and i felt uncomfortable in my mind,but i can always go into ur room and talked to uT_T,

sometimes,i miss the time when i gave u peach jelly,u n wu lou mei would sing the advertisement song,

sometimes,i miss the time when u brought me to luna bar on my birthday,

sometimes,i miss the time when i called u to da bao my lunch/dinner from poolside,

sometimes,i miss the time when u told me how bad is gemini guys and never fall for them,

sometimes,i miss the time when u brought back all the delicious foods and special sweets,

sometimes,i miss the time when u brought me to sungai wang or times square n chose the lala clothes,

sometimes,i miss the time when we told each other it's very difficult for getting someone who is ur true love,

sometimes,i miss the time when we went to adelaide,

sometimes,sometimes,sometimes....

sometimes,i m reli hope tat u r jz beside me....

*lin lyn,i m so sad when i m typing it the below partT_T

i miss u*0*-...

Random update~

I m waiting for 2 a.m. and 12 a.m. in malaysia time to call someone^^

so,i shall jz do some short update here for today

my groupmates

went to library to do my group assignment...it's saturday,and i went to library,

rajin huh?!:P:P

went quan ju de to eat dinner,ate peking duck,

(eric yau's frenz...LOL!!)

after that,went to San Churo with Leslie,

my dessert...diet plan failT_T

2+8= 28(my favourite number^_-)

big monster eats the strawberry with chocolate!!

On the way back,

both of us think tat the mirror image is nice...

but personally think tat camera din take it tat well...LOL!!

It's been long while that i've never take out my camera,

“摄影是将瞬间变成永恒的魔法”

i believe in it~

people will change due to the time n environment,

but when u look back at the pics,the person in the pic will never change...

Blackout in Caulfield

Today,i went for the inspection after i came back from my group discussion in Clayton,

was reli hungryyy coz i din eat my lunch yet...but pao said go for inspection 1st,

scared tat we would be late....All right~#___#

Came back from inspection and early dinner,BLACKOUT IN CAULFIELD!!

#_________________#Sienz..........

i was thinking to study tonight,i m not kidding and i m not lying!!>,<

can't study,so i went to city:P:P

p.s:sorry for letting u,mr.piggy to wait for me for sooooo loooong time...

Tomolo still need to go for group discussion>.

pls bless me tat i can get a good result for this,if not...GG==''

Once again,Max Brenner brights up my day!!^^

too easy to satisfied?!yes,i am^_^

*常常一觉起来，却不知道自己在哪里,
常常问自己真正的感受，但却得不到答案，
有一种悲哀，别人看不到，
但自己最晓得*

 

Happy Birthday,Jv.H!!

Before i forget this,

before i go to the bed and start dating with Mr.Zhou...

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY,

JAYVIAN HONG/HONG JAYVIAN/

BESTIE IN COLLEGE/妹妹

Congratulation that u r entering big two zone^_-

i hope u like the suprise that i give you,

it's the 1st birthday tat i m not with u,

quite weird but need to get used with it...=(

trying to adapt the life tat without u by my side...

without ur call and messages,

i hope u wun stop contacting after u go UK,right?!>,<

i know u wun,coz u will be one of the person who loves me lotssss :P:P

I hope u r having fun even i m not with u

My 'branded' lawyer,work hard for ur upcoming exam,

all the best and good luck^^

*xoxo and hugsss*

*someone said i shud have a chatbox,

but how to put the chatbox?!

tired to figuring out blogspot==''ma fan==*
*wow~i got the chatbox,
credit to Joen Sia..haha*

Random update AGAIN~

Jz realised tat i dun blog for some time...

and it's mid of MayT_T

It means tat exam is coming soon!!!arghhh!~not much time left~

God,help meT_T

shud start studying after i m done with my assignment,

FYI,i only got 1 assignment for tis sem and it due next week,WTH?!hehe..

yaya,only 1,i also dunno why..

but i got lots of tests tis sem..>.<

AND AND AND!!

I M GETTING FAT!!HAVNG TOO MUCH FUN AND EATING TOO MANY CHOCOLATE>.<

time to control myself and especially i know i m not tat kind of girl who can said:

不知道为什么，就是怎样吃都吃不胖*innocent look*

&^*%^$^#@!^&#^*&*((

Time to diet,and i jz started my diet plan yesterday...13 days to go...hhehhehe

They found the new game in Chaddy..the arcade near the cinema..LOL

try to show u guys the video if i manage to get the recorded video..hehe

who get three of this?!!!

Dang Dang~~!!

Wei yang a.k.a yang mie mie& Ah yang

*i m not tat capable in catching this kind of toys:P*

Eric YAU(i wun type wrong ur surname liao) a.k.a Mr. Duck Yau

is trying to save the Daisy Duck:P *his wife*

and he's keep saying tat minnie mouse is prettier than his wife,so he dun wan to save his wife..

so bad@~@!!!

went to buy jacket with Sabah Boy,coz winter is coming....cold cold cold~_~

*why so happy huh??wat message is tat??:P*

went to Crown Casino for like thousand times...and i m gonna quit for it..

i din gamble ya^_^good girl^_^

Eric bought the drink,it cost $25,hehe..

i m wondering if there anyone will spend rm 75 to buy a drink..

but it tastes nice^^

poor guy,still can't see the purple colour!haha

okay!报告完毕！

They are my new gang of frenz!!hahahaha!!

Blog

Hong Jayvian a.k.a Jayvian Hong

u opened the blog for one month plus and i knew ntg?!!!

it spent me 2 hours to read finish all the post,

u know how tired is it huh?!

well...i m still glad tat u have a blog,

so i can gossip more:P:P

Blog will never be my diary,coz i dun trust internet

i hope my fren know about my current life by reading my blog..

so even i dun like to write it,i m still doing it~:)

There is ntg much happened recently,

wait,got!!

today i saw someone in my campus,

i walked past him,

i m not sure whether he saw me or not...

we are so close to each other at once,

but now,even when we met,i can't even say hi to him,

coz i dunno how to answer if he asks me "who are you?"

=(

not reli feeling down for this,but the mood is definitely not tat good today...

need to stay up till late tonight...u know why?!

i will tell the answer at the next post:)

                                   *i m glad tat i can have u in my life,

lin lyn chai^^

sometimes u jz get my mind without i m telling it out*

Rabbit went for a day trip in Melbourne~

Leslie n Eric brought my bunny out for 1 day trip in Melbourne~!^^

been going to crown casino(cc) most of the time recently~_~

i was with bunch of gamble 'ghost'!!!!@~@GG~

Me n my bunny boy~

They were playing the games...

The toys tat they win for...

*clapping my hands*

IT'S NOT AN EASY GAME!!

u can see how hard they play and how happy are they when they got it:P:P

thanks god that i had a great weekend because of them~

frenz, u know tat i m enjoying every single happy moments^_-

*when i wan talk to u,u choose to go away and left me alone,

when u wan to have a talk,i will choose to go as well,

coz i feel disappointed on u...

the life without u is great,do u know that??*

Random update~

Met Safarul a.k.a zhun-wu at the shuttle bus station in Clayton campus

he lent me his sunglasses,wat do u think?cool?!:P

Some funny things in my house: dang dang~!! 

my housemate din come back home for 2 weeks,

and tis is the notice to find her...

my-super-free-housemate printed it out n pasted it on her door!!LOL!

laugh my ass offffffffff!!!!hahahahhahahah~!!!^0^

he is the one...he's crying becoz of the ONION!!>.<

tat's y i hate cutting onion as well:P:P

Happy Birthday,Fiona!!

18 April 2010~

Some random stuff during sem break!

Dockland---icehouse!!

Ice-skating~cost $19 per person,expensive huh,

but the skating place and environment is definitely nicer than sunway pyramid~!

cute dog!!

Charmaine n wern baked the cookies,cute huh?!

personally like tis photo,Sam,u look so cuuutttteee!!!

*study together,okay?!*

Last but not least,

the pressie from gold coast n sydney!!

thanks alvin,leslie n wilson~!