Still trying to adapt

Still trying to adapt the life...

I used to be alone,

used to be dun care for anything,

used to be do watever i wan,

but now i need to try to adapt the life with one more partner in my life..

reli trying hard:(

i may not doing it well, but i m trying to..=(

Baby,i jz need some time, to understand u better=(

u always understand me better than i do.

Sorry for disappointing u so many times,

i m trying to understand u,

trying to put myself in ur position.

I can feel there is some changes in our relationship:(

but i dunno why.............

*Forgive but i dun forget,everything jz happened,seems like ntg i can do much,

we can change the future,but not the past*

I always think tat the more u care for a person,the more u will get hurted,

so i choose to stop caring for someone,

But now, i care for ur feeling,i wan u to be happy,

i dun wan u to keep smtg in ur mind n hide it from me...=(

Happy 20th Birthday,Yuen Ling!

Happy 20th Birthday,Yuen Ling!!

*sorry that i forgot to send u a message at 12 a.m.*

*blame the drama:P:P*

hehe...

jz read through ur blog~come on,dun be sad:(

it's the 24 hours that u can be a king or queen on this day,

utilize it:):)

still remember the 1st day when we met,

n i asked u why do u put ur msn nick as invisible lemon...

hehe...i also dunno why i asked u this question,

maybe i think tat there is no one invisible in this world,

i mean there is always someone who will be ur side and be with u,

so we can't be invisible*unless u r some kind of weirdo,but u r not:P*hehe

Hope u feel blessed to make fren with us in uni~cheer^_^

the life in australia is definitely good if we wipe off  the tears^_^

i m sure tat u know it^^

*最近迷上泡沫之夏，里面有一句话让我想起了我和你两年前的对白，

“一定要变得强大回来，让我们这些人后悔”

你，变强大了吗？？*

Pre-Hooray for the exam

Happy Belated Birthday,June!

the long-time-ago dinner with u in quan ju de...hehe

all the best to u!and i miss the girl talk with u too^^

Today,went to dinner with wen qi,yuen ling and fiona,

yuen ling said she feels like going to sofia,so we went for it,

the carbonara spaghetti is still nice as always^0^

Then we went to eat dessert at Chapel Street,

we went for 2 rounds,sienne and Chapeline

Chocolate Fudge Cake and Death by Chocolate,

OMG!!fat till die..==''''

still slacking but gonna start studying soon~

10 days more to exam,not much days i know=(

Today,i bought a shirt which is exactly the same as my Mr. BF,

we were like....WTH=='''doink..

*all the best to u,dear,

i knew tat we will be quite impatient and no mood when we are stress or busy for smtg,

but i believe that it wun be a big problem to us if we try to think for each other more when we are in unhappy situation.

u knew wat i mean,i knew tat wat are u thinking of, and it's jz like wat am i thinking of*

Some random personality test~

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

3 Down and 1 more to GO!!

Finally i m done with my three consecutive papers,

not satisfied with my econ exam today,

i guess i can done better than that,

Pls Pls Pls,dun fail me for econsT_T

went to city for dinner,hooray!!finally i step into city again,

it's been long time tat i've never go,i think=(

went to eat curry laksa,not bad,i like it=)

keep thinking to eat although i m full adi,

went to buy cold crepe,but mr. bf is not happy with it:(

he said i m a pampered kid when he said no and i kept insisting it:(

But,i reli wan to eat mahT_T

Tempted!!i shall rest myself for a while before the next paper which is on 30th of June!

supposingly i m going to eat dinner with my uni gang,but wen qi called me this morning and

said that she's not feeling well,

so we cancelled it,but we will make it on another day;p hehe

Time to do facial mask,bye bye!

Suprise~100th Day!!

Thanks dear for loving me,

Happy 100th day!!

Suprise!!

Thanks for the suprise all the time!!

The sweetest macaron tat i've ever tasted!!^_^

Sometimes,i wish tat our happy moment can last forever..

jz simple and happy to enjoy it,

whenever i think tat it may be gone in someday,i feel so emo:(

but i wun think so much of it!!!^^dun worry:)

2 more to go~

Oh well...Jz done with 2 papers,

i guess i did all my best,nothing to complain much,

except that i din pay enuf attention on lecture n tute

Left econ paper tomolo!!

Help!!why my econ result damn sucks in uni?!!!(maybe i shud find Mr.Joel,haha)

*erm..well,maybe u guys will think tat my econs in a-levels also not much better,but it's getting worse in my 1st of uni>.<*

I'd better pass it,if not,it will be a joke...coz lots of ppl think tat econs is pretty or very easy>.<

I DUN WAN RETAKE MY ECON!!!

TIME TO STUDY,BYE BYE!!

17,30!!

After tomolo,i shall relax myself a bit!!^_^

Since when u will see Sia Jia Wen sit at home n study for whole day long huh:P:P

休息是为了走更长远的路~:)

*can't wait to start my sem break!!*

Random post

small gift from Jess~sie when she went to singapore

see,i did manage to bring it to australia:P:P

Mr James Tan,playing the i-pad like a small kid

guess he will get it soon..hehe

loves the way to view the pics from i-pad...

Hong Jayvian,go and get one:P:P

Mr Eric Yau finally gets 'one-of-his-beloved'--Miss Minnie

so 'flower-heart',jian yi ge,ai yi ge...haiz*shaking my head~_~*

i m wondering what will happened on Miss Daisy Duck...pity her

Duck Yau dun want his wife liao:P:P

*to be continue....3 days to exam,arghh!!!*

small suprise for the studying+stress life!!

Back at one-Brian Mcknight

It's undeniable... that we should be together...

It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One... you're like a dream come true...
Two... just wanna be with you...
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...
Four... repeat steps one through three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)


So Incredible... the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe...
And undesirable... for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you've got the keys to my heart

Cause...
One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......


Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Time.....


One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me... girl and...
Four... repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One.

*loves the pillow talk*

*dun worry,everything will be fine,dun stress urself so much n think of it too much,

it shouldn't be like this=(*

Thanks

I'd rather listening to what you tell me than getting the gossips

from other people's mouth,

I hope u don't lie and i know you wouldn't

Sorry for misunderstanding you,becoz the keeping part from u makes me got the bigger picture to imagine=(

I knew tat I was wrong,

Anyways,thanks for telling,Dear,

i appreciate it=)*huggsss*

You stole my heart

If we've nvr talked it out,we will hardly understand wat did the other person think in their mind,

maybe we know 90%,but all we need is 100%,

If this was a dream,i hope tat i can sleep forever,

i understand ur worries,but once we made the decision,

why not we jz try our best to fit the balance line between us??^_-

i start to miss u once u've goneT.T

i feel all of it are just too unrealistic~~~~

*There are thousand of reasons for me to lie,but it's only one reason for me to be honest,

Because,

You stole my heart=)*

Insomnia

can't sleep for the whole night yesterday,

jz took a nap on this morning..8 a.m.-9 a.m.,

went to North Melbourne to eat dim sum,it's reli nice!!!

as nice as Impi Palace~wow!!

Jayvian n Jess~sie,i wan go to eat dim sum in Impi Palace then go Pavilion for shopping!^_-

Today is James's birthday!!

Happy 21st Birthday,James!!

i know u r having a good birthday last night;p;p

he's crazy for I-pad now...played the I-Pad like a small kid in the store jz now...LOL!

went for dinner in Universal Pizza with housemates

had ice-cream after dinner,

AWESOME^_^

time to sleep,ciao~!

*i knew tat i did hurt u by some unpleasant words yesterday,

which make u pissed off with it,

sorry, but i still will tell u my thinking and what did i feel,

Does holding hand mean something to u?

Yes,at least for me,

U said i've never hold ur hand in a proper way,okay..

It's my turn to ask you,

"Can I hold your hand?"

and i shall not let go once i hold it :P

So,what's ur response with it??*

p.s.: I dun lied

    

Confused

Read through ur blog,Ms Lin lyn,

yeah,u did changed a lot...

where is the one who taught how to not getting serious into a relationship??

keke...i think she got lost somewhere else...

hahahahaha...anyways,i m glad with ur changing..=)

When i think it's correct to go by this way,n u tell me it's incorrect,

when i think tat u will always be the one who protects jw mummy,

dun wan me to get hurted,

and now u tell me to go ahead,fall down n stand up again,

When i thought we shouldn't get serious with it,you said it's not the right way,

i m confused...

i miss u,i hope we can have a talk like we always did in sunway hostel last time..

*u know wat,everything will seem perfect before it gets out from the bottom line,

and i think it's out of the control now,

It shouldn't be this way when we dun even know wat r we thinking about,

love is blind but i do care for the sincerity*

Happy 23rd Birthday,Leslie Poh!

Mr. Leslie Poh Chin Han a.k.a Mr.PlayBoy/

Piggy Poh,

Happy 23rd Birthday!!

*i shall post it before 12 a.m.^_-*

1 year older liao,pls dun act like a small kid liao!(although sometimes u r not:P)

see wat did i give him for the 1st present~

*da lang~*

hahahhah!!a ferrero rocher!!(which is he gave it to me last time:P) 

*shiang will definitely said i m being naughty:P*

He looks freaking sien when he looked at the present...LOL!!

The gift~an innocent puppy for u!u r too complicated,so u need to get along with the innocent dog like him~~

PIGGY POH

*pls dun throw it aside,i will be sad=(*

*maybe it's not as precious as ur puppy doll in sg,but pls dun throw himT.T*

Housemates Celebration~!

change to new hairstyle adi...hahaha~my PlayBoy is back:P:P

*oppsss...we forgot to take pic with yau's family*

Hope u enjoy ur birthday this year ~^_^

Pray hard for u,my dear!

Dear cousin girl,

luckily i did get to call u on time jz now..

From ur weak voice,i know it's gonna be a hard time for u..

dun worry,i will pray for u~every single moment,

the operation will be doing well,

u r gonna stay tough and strong!!

Dun worry,we are always be here for you,

All the best to u!!

looking forward to get a call from u~

*Families are the treasure in our life!!*

From,

ur er biao jie

Nightmare

Had nightmare yesterday night~_~

woke up in the early morning,

becoz the dream is too scary...

slept back,but continued the scary dream

T.T

Jayvian said,it may becoz we were too stress,

so we will get this kind of nightmare,

she did analysed all the dreams which reflects ur thinking..

credits to Mr. Google,i think:P:P

The feeling was too clear when i found out tat someone kidnapped my sis

~_~

I dun wan to recall the dream anymore,hope i wun get nightmare tonight,

My star,can i get a sweet dream tonight^_-??

*FYI,today is my last day of school...hehe...week 13 is officially over~~

Good thing is i dun need to travel so far to clayton,

bad thing is exam is coming!!ARRRGGHHH!!!

time to study,bye!*

some random post to Mr. Poh Chin Han

Spot the difference!

*Leslie Poh is coool*=='''doink

asked him to change my printer ink n found this when i m back to my room..

LOL!!like a small kid...hahahha

Thanks for helping me to buy,

Thanks for helping me to throw the rubbish=)

Mr. Yoshi---new companion for rabbits group..

*valid until his owner misses him:P*

Stop saying that i dun appreciate u guys' kindness>.<

I DID,ok?!

give u a post since u said u did read my blog:P

no chinese for u,see,i m such a caring and understanding girl:P

oh well...ntg happened..jz read 1 lecture note=(i m supposed to do more than that...

CIAO~

exam....moody...

Sickness makes me more tired and giddy

harder to concentrate when i m studying..
sick before exam=sucks

feel sleepy all the time...is it becoz of the medicine or personal laziness???@~@

no idea...


Left less than 2 weeks to study...
Jz done with 1 subject...
3 consecutively papers in 3 days kill me!!!*(^&%^$%^#$
wat kind of exam timetable is this...
anyways,life still goes on,
still need to back to studying after complainingT_T


Take care of myself,study hard,drink more waters,rest more,
Yay,i know,no worries,my frenz^_^

*stop giving me annoying call and i know u r reading my blog,

i will talk to u if u r talking to me in a proper way*