Saturday, January 30, 2010

Love is always around the world,if u believe in it,the miracle will exist....

Snow white eaten the poison apple,Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass, Belle fell in love with a beast, Jasmine chooses a poor man, Ariel spent her life on land. It's all about the smiles and tears; love is about facing your biggest fears.                       
-copy from someone's blog

I love this phrase and i read it from someone's blog..
we dun need to eat poison apple,walk on broken glass,sleep for whole life,love with a beast etc..but love is still hard to go on~
my perception toward love is so much difference to compare with the past..
maybe i was the one who always hurt ppl's heart and always pampered by my close frenz,
so i m being so arrogant to the other ppl..i always think tat he will be the last person who i reach in the end..
unfortunately,he dumped me aside,and walked out from my life......and nvr come back again......
sad??maybe...but in the past..from the day that i knew his part in my memory is getting blur,i knew it's the time that i've been walked out from the past....unbearable??yes,but wat to do..
from that moment until now,everything has changed,even i m holding love now,i jz feel that it's like holding sands,it will be gone in one day..so i choose not to care it so much,coz there are too much things that i need to do in my life......
Going for the person who you're interested in(of cuz,he/she is single and available,hate to be third party>.<),if not,u'll be regret,
if u do so,u wun be the one who r regret in the future,hehe,and i always do so,so i dun regret^_^
*The only things will be changed is future,but not history,so let go the past and create ur own opportunity*

Friday, January 29, 2010

好人?坏人?

我从来不觉得世界上有很善良的人,也不觉得有很坏很坏的人,
善良的人有时会因为和自己有利益冲突而选择做卑鄙的小人,
很坏的人不论多坏都会对自己的家人或一些人,事,物手下留情,
或许真的有很坏的人,但我人生的道路还没遇到,也不会想遇到。。。
我憎恨着外表说着自己善良,实际却在背后做很多小手段的人,^%^#^%&^&*
这个世界很大,有着很多不同样的人,但我一步一脚印地靠自己去发掘这世界的美好。。
曾几何时我觉得这世界太丑陋了,大家太假,太坏了,连家人都可以背叛,还有什么不行,
但好在我身边有着一位天使陪我,她是我在这世上看到最善良的人----湘,
感谢妳陪伴我走过那一段最黑暗的时期,一直在我身边陪我,支持我,让我相信这世界并没有太烂,现在回想起来,我们三个人的友谊真的是经过重重考验~
我不会去回想过去那段黑暗时光,也不会拿出来说,因为它让我成长,
或许冥冥之中上天就会安排一些人,事,物出现在你生命中,不去排斥,勇敢地去面对使我学到的。。。
我并没有说自己是善良的人,我也没说自己是好人,因为有一天我也会为了保护我自己心爱的东西而变成坏人,
但是我却知道如何拥有着一颗待人以诚的心,并不是带着心机地去结交朋友,
所以我才能交到这么多朋友,不是吗??hehe^_^













*Frenz,i always think of  and concern u guys~i will pray for u guys~
May god bless us always~*

Thursday, January 28, 2010

J.O.U.R.N.E.Y

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

*The journey is still so far away~*

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Erm erm ermm...

dunno wat should i post for today...almost finish my drama:"You're beautiful"~
still think tat mei nv shud stay with xin woo~such a wonderful guy:):)however,i think she will choose tai kyong,hmph>..<
well,thanks to terry chan,so i can save my time to search for the drama songs,i m being very very lazy recently~
jz went to Harrots cafe to meet up with my frenz~i m sick and weak now~
again,my hp is unavailable for a week,so if u wan to contact,pls ask ur dove to send me ur letter...hahaha
jz kidding:P:P:Perm...i dunno any other way to contact me liao,so hp is important!!!


u reli look like him,i will always think of him when i saw u..
 the face tat i met at the first sight...
the guy who i love at the first sight....but this love is not longer existed coz we grew up..
it's jz throwing all ur childhood-times-soft-toys....and i threw it....

*如果人为了寂寞而把灵魂献给了恶魔,那会怎么样?日子一天一天
地过,离回去的日子也越来越近,逃得了一次,那第二次呢?*

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Bad mood

Today, i m kinda bad mood...i think it's because i din get a nice sleeping last night,
and i keep coughing when i woke up...falling sick makes me even tired..
sent my sony ericsson to go hospital...'he's' sick too:P
gonna get my handphone after 1 week...so no hp to use at the moment..
Recently,i m in love with the korean drama---You're beautiful~
i love the guy---xin yu!!hohoho...i love the guy who is jz like white horse prince
u know it's hard to get a gentleman like them in the reality:P
tat's y ppl like to watch drama,because it's hard to happen in reality!!^^

*So hard to get into sleep after i had a talk with u,u r always confusing my mind and make me
feel so so frustrating...how am i going to get rid of u??!!
But i will keep telling myself to get rid of u~jz need to give me some time~i promise myself i will stop to care about u~i will make it,i promise!!~*
与其让抑制的情感爆发,倒不如让一切都保持原状,这样对谁都好,一切我不晓得的,现在我懂了~

*徘徊在草食女和肉食女的平衡线上*

Monday, January 25, 2010

匿名的好友

独送昏暗不离的风   为何你被爱
那孤寂的天色好冷
温柔和梦在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
总爱懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择
当思念还转动
不能握的手
从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手
却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
当又一次美丽的风   回忆了被爱
那孤寂的天色好冷
温柔好我在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
总爱懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手
从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手
却比亲人都亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
不能握的手
从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手
却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久

Changing

When ppl talk to me,especially my old frenz,
most of them will say:" i think u've changed a lot~"
and i will answer:"Yes."
But,dun u think i have a good changing??haha~
anyways,i prefer my new characteristic~

Changing is good,but,u can't lost yourselve in the maze,
if not,u will be the biggest loser~
u should know wat u have to do,who u have to care,
and wat's the point for u to change~
If not,u will jz turn to be a bitch!!!
LOLzzz



and i'm still not satisfying with my changing,so shud improve myself more!!!
*recall smtg recently,u r not the person as i know last time,
u turn to be more mature now,
love doesn't happen between u n me,but guilty will do,
when i saw the doll,it jz reminds me about ur existence,haiz...*

p.s.:Lin Lyn,can't call in to u,and i m worrying about u..:(:(

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Yu Qin's 21st birthday celebration~23.01.2010

we went to malacca to celebrate yu qin's 21st birthday~
it's so random~jz made it one day before her birthday~and the organiser is wei hong!!!*random*
so,all of us--9 ppl
p.s.:sorry for my mistake tat i did off my phone and overslept,i know u r worrying about me,and i truly       apologize for tat~@~@
met up with chee yung in malacca and another 3 new frenz...
singing k in dreambox*honestly the service is damn good* and had drinking session in pillow bar~
back home at 4a.m.~pretty tired but happy for everything~*i m gonna get the lecture from my parent*
again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,YU QIN~



Dreambox is awesome!!


Group pic~!cheer,ppl!!^0^

Thursday, January 21, 2010

第一次被骗是天真,因为你不懂,
第二次被骗是善良,因为你纵容那个人,
第三次被骗是愚蠢,因为你已晓得,但你还踩进去,
第四次被骗是笨的无可药救,自己的错,活该!!

*从我长大了,不曾被骗超过三次,我也不曾骗人超过三次,
因为我晓得这道理。。。。。。。。*

~我们只能选择谎言,善意的谎言的确无伤大雅~