疼我的责任

疼你的责任

每次你任性时说的一些话   你知道那有多伤人吗

但我顶多只气个三分钟吧    最后依然体贴的送你回家
有时想如果我不是一直让    你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠     做得让你有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼你的责任   要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛  原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼你的责任     让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任    爱得了解包容才算爱得完整

*The last song u gave me before u left...yesterday,my i-pod shuffled to this song,
and it makes me to think of u,
How are you?sorry for not contacting u, i did read ur e-mails,
but i refused to reply u,not even once=(
you are such a kind person and i can't bear to hurt u by giving u hope,
In my memory,i've nvr treated u in good way,
i threw tantrum on u,scolded u,left u behind etc=(sorry for being immature towards u=(
I think the most unlucky things for u is loving me,
We met each other at wrong timing and wrong place,
u said u will be the best man for me in 5 years time,
but my darling,u forgot tat love shudn't be in that way,
if i love you,i shud love all of u, instead of asking u to turn into the man who i wanted u to be,
Even now,when i feel sick, you will be the one who i miss the most,
But the saddest thing is i can't control my heart,
Pls stop loving me, i dun deserve it....

*Emo=( how can i be so bad.....being heartless is my priority??maybe..
sometimes,i hope i can got no feeling,i think it can makes us less worry*