After 3 years,finally i got it..
happy to get it as my 21st birthday present from my sister:)
*I dun trust people easily (if u know me well),
from what i see (from the moment tat i born),
It's always ended up with sad ending if u trust someone
So,i'd rather choose not to trust,and i will jz stay in my shelter
有人讲我长得像刺猬,浑身的刺都是我保护我自己的工具
There are several times that i felt myself so stupid and foolish,
for trusting the wrong person*
*Do u think it's easy to stand on the fence?
Do u think it's easy to be tactful all the time?
I dun think so...
I always think tat there are too many things in this world tat u can't only use one way to look at the matter,
rather i prefer to stand on different position and think of it,
that's the way tat i prove myself that i grew up adi,
i've been growing mature=)
If something that it's none of my business,
i wun be so 38 and kepoh to jump into the shit pond,
正因为所有的事情都曾经发生过,所以才不想重新再错一次
可能大家会觉得我没有立场,但拥有立场的你又可以做什么?
对和错从来就不是你我可以说的,
There are too many things in this world that u can't reli differentiate wat's right and wat's wrong,
and i m tired to think of it
But maybe sometimes,i shud jz voice out what's on my mind regardless how people will say tat i m not mature enuf or i m not wise enuf=(
我并不是没有主见的人,但原来并不是人人都了解我的主见
*Hey baby,sorry that making u felt that i dun support you,
maybe u would think tat i din defend for u when people talk smtg bad about u,
Even i scolded them,u wun get to hear,
I tot if i told u that,u will say that i m naive or childish
coz u always said u dun reli care wat others think or say,
But yah i'm unable to change their perspection,i can't stop them from thinking tat way=((
I'm not a supportive and thoughtful gf,
failure i know-.-我会好好反省
*They always said i m being mature, rational and thoughtful,
so they wun worry about me,
but indeed,if u know all of it,
u wun say this anymore....
Less than 3 weeks to final exam,
I WILL MAKE SURE THAT I WUN REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE!*
p.s: I RELI THINK TAT I M A LANSI PERSON!!HAHAHAHA!!!
I THINK IT'S IN MY BLOOD~~TOO BAD!!LOL!!

