Hi~Mid sem Break

The last post wasn't posted by me,obviously:-/

i will jz leave it there,

coz...hehe...secret...:X

okay,it seems like my mid sem break is going to over soon,

and let's open ur arms and welcome our final,

thinking of the final,i think i will get insomnia,

i think tat i got a bit afraid of taking final after i got my sucks results from last sem=((

Oh well,there is no way besides that working harder=((

went to Royal Melbourne Show on my birthday,i mean my actual birthday

28th september 2010,and it was the last day for the Royal Melbourne Show,

the weather is pretty bad,raining all the way=(((

and i feel freaking cold for the  whole night..

watched the fireworks,and it's reli nice!!!

Poh Chin Han said there is fireworks on my birthday,so nice~~

haha...it makes me think back of my 15 years old birthday,

my cousin gave me the fireworks as the present,

and i love it...

I did something stupid on  wednesday,

pao asked me to go city early and accompany her to eat crepe,

and so we can get some gossip time as well..

then i said alright(i was studying tat time=)))coz bf went for mahjong)

p.s.: i still dun understand why all the singaporean guys tat i know are playing mahjong,

oh yeah,that's old folks game in malaysia u know :S

okay back to the point,then when i got ready,it was 1730 adi,

so i jz told pao tat i will go at 1800,so i jz need to validate my ticket once,

*wanna save money,me po kai adi T_T*

But then,when i reached the train station,

there was a train coming,

and the time was 1759,so i think 1 min doesn't matter 1....

once i validated it....wth...==

it's not till midnight 0300...

so this lesson taught me tat 1 min means a lot of difference...

here u go,1 min costs me $2.90 T_T

Why am i doing all these stupid things hereT_T

*so glad that we can have a talk,baby,

and yeah,it means a lot to me,

there is a moment that i think i m the alien and u r the human,

so we jz can't communicate with each other and u jz can't understand wat am i talking about,:P

i reli din hide anything,

and u r always the person that i can trust with,

although we r not the soulmate for the time being,

love yah~*

my name is jess sia, im such a lazy pig..
nv study for the whole of my mid term break =(((

Birthday eve

I dunno why do i feel melancholic on my birthday eve

i guess because that i m getting older,

i started to flash back to all the past,

and see wat did i do for the past 1 year....

For me,past is smtg tat u can't change it anymore,

it's either that u kept carrying on the regret or u felt release that u were over with it adi...

-This is wat we called as history-

Birthday is a special occassion tat i can feel how important am i to the who i care n love

people will use different ways to express their care n love

and of cuz i truly appreciate it

I m big girl adi,big girl dun cry and big girl is more mature now,hmph>.<

always looking forward for my 21st birthday celebration

n yah,i reli got a great birthday

Hong Jayvian,remember wat's happened in year 2008??same time now...LOL!!

but u r not beside me=( and i'm here alone

and i found out tat terry chan is super funny at tat time~

i think tat's the only time tat he felt nervous and wu2 nai4...LOL~~

How many people walked in and out from my life...

How much time tat i spent with them

How much we got to learn from each other..

and yeah,i m still glad tat i m alive

coz my life is getting more n more interesting~=))

Happy 21st Birthday, Jess Sia Jia Wen!!

I love you,huggssssss~~~

(no matter u are xiao wen,jia wen,jess,sia jia wen,u r still the one who u r always=))

*someone said i looked like sunshine bunny in the past,

and now there is a cloud which blocked the sun,

and when he can see the sunshine bunny back again

i think soon.....*

*Some secret shud never be revealed until the day u lay inside the coffin...

what if u find out the person who used to tell u everything

and now it turned out tat he/she jz hide everything from u

sad?nope...i think that is disappointment...

and it jz lost all the trust at one time

maybe there will be a day i will feel it or maybe i felt it...*

It's hard to give the trust now...

Birthday Plan

always waiting for my 21st birthday..

when i was small,i saw ppl always happy to celebrate their birthday,

to get the birthday gift,

For me,

i can't do anything on my birthday, :(

can't get birthday cake,can't blow candle,can't make a wish,can't accept birthday present,

that's wat my mum told me always when i was small...

Due to the supertitious culture,i only got to celebrate my birthday when i was 16 years old... :(

i still can remember that i hide at the corner n cried alone whenever my sisters' birthday,

becoz i envy them....A LOT!!!

u will never know the feeling tat u can't celebrate ur own big day for the past 15 years,

without a ...erm...*i was going to say ridiculous,well,i shall not say tat*

reasonable reason...

My mum understands me,so she will always cook me a "ji1 dan4 mian4 xian4",

i felt blessed whenever i ate tat=)

i guess that will be the best present i've ever had :)

was reli happy on my 16th birthday celebration,

my 1st ever birthday,

but i lost all the pics=(((

So,this time i m gonna take tonnes of photos~~blerk!!!

*the only photo that i got*T.T

Actually,i was planning to go back n celebrate my 21st birthday one,

i felt that at this special occassion,i hope that i can celebrate with the one i care and love,

but yah,due to some reason,i'm ended up celebrating it in melbourne,

Planned for everything adi, but if there is no budget for doing it,

i think i will be much happier:P:P

conclusion: It's gonna spend me a lot of money:(((

God,i hope that u can make my plan to go well,

i m always an obedient kid,

so pls grant my wish:)

*Thank you for remembering my birthday,

i know it's not easy for u to do it...*

Monash Intercampus Ball

Trying to upload the photos,but failed...

so jz go to my fb and look at the facebook yah~

My 1st Ball in Melbourne

we got 10 person for a table

many ppl ended up din go,

a bit disappointed:-(

Overall,i rate it as 6/10

all guys managed to wear black tie..haha..

me n bluffing king

Dudley House Family Portrait~

*cheer*



*你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘悬在你看不见的高空里

    多的是 你不知道的事。。*

Alvin's Birthday

went to Rock Pool which located in Crown for Alvin's birthday dinner

Birthday Boy~

This is the T-Bone that i ordered,

But...

i prefer this:)more juicy:P

They are good in cooking steak,

n here is the menu~

special idea for menu:)

my dessert

This costs $20!!!haha~



me n chika

Group pic in Rock Pool

Last but not lease..

Our BILL..==''''''

Sleepless night

Foxy lady said tat i shud call her last night when i couldn't sleep,

coz she can't sleep also..

haha~~

Din sleep for whole night,

n suprisingly i still dun feel sleepy although i m tired...

waiting for the uploading pics in fb...

coz i m the one who hold most of the pics,

so gonna upload it for others:)

Foxy Lady was on phone with me today,

there is one point tat i think she is correct,

we r not like other ppl who got big issue between a couple,

eg life and death,sickness,family issue...

i like the way u said:有什么大件事，是大家不能一起去面对和解决的，

一定要把对彼此的爱伤得这么彻底

Actually,we jz get tired of arguing for some small things,

hate to bear for the bad temper from one of the party,

hate to be nagged by bf/gf,

hate that u need to care for another one's feeling when u r doing smtg;

and all of these will lead to stressful n tiring life in a relationship

sometimes,i feel tired too...like reli tired...until i wan to dig a hole n burry myself inside...

but yah,i know every couple will get these issue,

and i did ask a few ppl,

do u ever feel tat single is better when u commited into a r.ship,

and yah,80% ppl will say yes,

this feeling is even stronger when they are arguing...

jz feel very sienz towards ur bf/gf....

and tired to try to talk and care with someone

I dunno how is the future going on,

but, i will leave u when there is a day i dun love u and u dun love me too,

i wun choose to break up jz becoz different thinking,different characteristic, and those arguments,

it seems like we r using the way to break up to avoid for facing the problem..

I talked to Foxy Lady,maybe sometimes bf changed becoz we did smtg in the past,

and all of these make them changed...

as a gf,we r definitely got the liability on it..

so, jz putting more effort on it,

i dun like to jz give up before putting more effort...

i guess if i do so,i will regret in the future...

For me,i got pretty bad impression on guys in the past 2 years,

The sad experience jz makes me choose to live myself,

guys are jz some.....

'part-time workers'

i sound bad,i know:P:P

At the beginning of my relationship,i dun reli put 100% in it,

maybe it's jz 20%,

I think my bf was kinda disappointed on me,

he said he can feels the defensive side from me,

that's my fault,

coz i jz can't change immediately,

we did have some arguments on it,

after that,i did change,

but when i changed,i jz found out tat u changed as well,

sometimes,i feel tat if i jz remain who am i in the past,

will everything be better??

I think a relationship can always makes ppl to grow mature,

foxy lady,we r far more to learn:)

Jz do the things that u wun be regret in the future

   Quote of the day:

Men and Women are always different in thinking,

it's even obvious when u r in a r.ship.

I think most ppl will agree with me,

sometimes,when a guy thinks tat they consider and care for the girl,

but the girl jz dun get it,

they feel irritated and think that the girl is not understanding enuf;

and well,on the girl's position,

girls always think the things in the other way round which is different with the guy's view,

and so yah,argument~da lang~ 

How?!Try to understand and put ur position in his or her way

That's the way how we get along with ppl and the way to grow mature:)



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