I need some rest:)

feels tired n sleepy all the day..

gosh,i wan to rest!!!!T.T

some quick update for the Melbourne trip:

with Miss Joen Sia

there are too much photos...pls look at it in my fb:)

*刚才突然想起你那时说的那句话，本是我无心的玩笑，竟让你刺了我一刀，

我想我大概不会忘记你当时说那句话的语气和表情，

我尽量维持彼此平衡的关系，但似乎已开始有点不平衡，

当你说那句话时，我想起朋友们的闲言闲语，

你大概不知道，其实我可以活得更自我，但我却选择你，

自己都不知道为什么，

我以为我找到一个会用心去看，去听我的人，跟一般人不一样，

但原来我还是错了，人终究是人，

我了解了，以后种种错误我不会再犯，努力不再犯，

我没有尝试去改变你，你却用尽所有方法来改变我，

是好是坏，我不懂，因为连我自己都不知道*

Huge Slap

Something happened,

and it's jz like a huge slap on my face~

tell me to wake up..

this time i m reli emo

and the emo can't be cured in the short while time,

can't blame anyone or anything,

becoz it's my fault..

my fault for being not serious,

Dun reli wan to tell people,

not becoz tat i feel it's a shame,

jz becoz the more i said,the more i will think i deserve this outcome,

i m trying not to spread my emo to others,

jz i can't control my emotion 24/7,

such a failure:(

i think my bf is the one who suffers the most,sowee~:(

u r not deserving to be suffer with me in this way

I reli need some space now,

a place that i can breathe,

a place that i can feel everything is alright,

a place that i can rest

i feel...

damnnnn tiredddddddd

damn sleeepppyy...

damn sienzzzzzzz

i feel so hard to breathe now:(

*it's all out of my expectation,as i always said,i hate this kind of feeling,

out of my expectation,disappointed..

hate it hate it hate it hate it~!!

if u think i dun reli do it,i can tell u,i reli tried my best to do it,

but jz ended with this outcome,

my fault for not being more hardworking

FML:X*

I m trying to find the way out,trying to fix all of these shit things,trying to find my balance point,

easy to said,but hard to do,as usual@~@

GOLD COAST IS AWESOME!!

When the day we want to go back Melbourne, we are so sad...=(

Gold Coast is awesome!!as good as in my childhood memory=)

Nice weather!!We love it:)

shall invest an apartment over there:P:P

Sis went back today...suddenly my room becomes so quiet n blank..

haha...no more voice to kacau me n wake me up..

no more ppl manja me n ask me for this n tat:P

no more people keep making noise to ask me bring her for some nice foods:P

Finally there is a day tat i can chill at home..phew=)

dun reli get enough rest n personal chilling time after my exam,

so it's kinda tiring:(

*cheers=)*

*有时不管距离多近，但感觉起来却离很远*

Happy one month!!

we don't have any official celebration for 1 month 'anniversary',

or rather we'd jz like to spend this day as happy as usual..

Being in a relationship,there are so much things to learn,

so much things to go through,

so much things tat both of us need to balance it..

we did have some argument or quarrel like normal couple,

but i hope we got to understand each other more n more after every quarrel,

and so our relationship can get stronger n stronger;p\

Always think tat it's not easy to fall in love with someone,

jz dunno tat why ppl can change bf/gf like changing their clothes,

shall we salute them or pity them??@~@

Baby,when i feel lost in my mind,

i will think of the feeling....some kind of feeling tat i might lost in somewhere else,

n yeah,it gives me the strength to go through all over it^_-

feels so blessed when i got ur message,

u din angry with me,

n from the text,i can feel ur love,

thanks dear :)

GOLD COAST,I M COMING!!!!!!!

p.s.: i feel so fatT_T!!!!!!

comfort zone

I always think tat it's safe to just stay in ur comfort zone,
said hi and bye to others,
n dun reli care for anything,
That's reli good,n i've been having such a life for 2 years,
i think someone know the reason


I always think tat it's not good to care for someone or smtg so much,
I mean there is still got something else better even someone left u,
so,why dun we need to care so much of it?!
The more u care for someone,they wun reli cherish it,
in the end,u will jz get hurted by the one who u care for...=(


Maybe people jz dun understand,but i think there is still someone who can understand wat do i mean n wat do i think,
The fact is u did said something which reli hurts my feeling,
not only once,
u give me the feeling tat i hate to feel the most,
i can't even remember when is the last time i did feel in this way=(
U jz reminded me tat kind of feeling,
Like u said,
I forgive,but i dun forget

*It's the obstacles tat we need to over together i know,
n we knew it since the first day we are together,
i dun wan to be apart with u,
and i reli hope tat we can jz solve all the obstacles together,
Baby,can we??*.*

Sis is in Melbourne!!!

She's enjoying a lot loh!!!

i've been warned them tat the weather in Melbourne is very cold...

But someone dun wan to listen,

so u deserve it...ne ne ne bu bu:P:P

She loves Max Brenner a lot!

will update more news!!

It's so lazy to blog during holiday time ~yawn~

P.s: Oh well~I M FAT!!!!!!>.<

*accidentally triggered my own self-defense system,

not good,i know,

but too bad,it's happened*

Holiday!!

I LOVE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miss Hong,it's my turn to play around,so ur time to roll at home in shua ba KT:P:P

kekekekekekek!!!

My sis came to Melbourne,so had been busy to bring her around...

no time to blog after exam~

So sorry,Guan lim,i was not there when u need a person to talk with, :(

find me when u r onlining...

GOLD COAST AND SYDNEY,I M COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!